2:48 A.M.

My sleep demons have returned...after two great nights of sleeping almost the entire night, I am again awake and exhausted. My mind is churning with a million things. I feel ill just thinking about everything. I hate that I am letting my mind overtake my body with vile. I feel angry.

I got the call my gyn office today that the oncologist does want to see me, possibly do another ultra sound. Then he is going to decide if he should be doing the surgery or if the gyn/surgeon will. My appointment is Friday at 8:00 and it can't come soon enough. I just want this over and done with, no cancer, back to life as I knew it fourteen days ago.